End of 2014, Beginning of 2015

It has been such a long time since I have been on.  I feel like I have been on a roller coaster.  I am ready for a new year.

My son A got a job at college.  We brought down his car that we just bought.  On his first day of orientation, he was told by the manager on duty to not come back.  Somehow his drawer was off by $20.  Wow.  That hit both him and us like a wall.  His first job in a year and this is what happens.  We all thought that that was to coincendtal.  The manager and his trainer had to be in on it.  After two months of looking some more, he got another one.  The downside, he was done with finals and time to come home for break.  He will start when he returns.

K has had a stressful first terms with classes at college.  She has enjoyed being home seeing family and her horse.

M got a new job and now has to go back to school to help her with the older age of children she works with.  Her boyfriend is still looking for some job to pay for even gas.

I myself have been diagnosed with a condition from Mayo Clinic where my feet and hands get hot, red and sweaty.  It is cause by neuropathy and dialeted blood vessels.  http://www.mayoclinic.org/departments-centers/dermatology/minnesota/overview/specialty-groups/erythromelalgispecialty-clinica

I spent two days there for tests.  I have one more to go.  I currently am on a cocktail of medications.  It has made work hard and uncomfortable.  This holiday season was busy and hard but a little easier than last year.

The most difficult thing this year has been my husband's personality disorder and depression.    My husband did admit to my son and me this year that he suffers from depression and other terrible thoughts about himself.  He said he would see a therapist but that didn't happen.  Instead he found a cd from Graham Cooke to cure him.  Well, it hasn't.  Every day I am the subject of his hurting person hurts another.  I got to bed emotionally exhausted.  Every now and then, he is a happy person that treats me perfectly.  We have fun together and look forward to future.   Those times are rare though.

I am still trying to find two people give my poor horse the exercise she needs.  I hope it happends soon.

I wish all of you a wonderful, healthy and blessed 2015.

Along The Board Links

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