I quit another job. I couldn't take the long commute anymore. In addition, with one particular doctor you would have so many patients checking in or checking out that you wouldn't get a break until your meal. I would make too many serious mistakes. I lasted as long as I could at this one. Back to just Target again. I have already been applying but no interviews yet. I really need something as Target can't give me enough shifts to make ends meet. In addition, I don't have anyone paying to lease my horse since she is still not rideable. My son still doesn't have a job so we are paying for all of his things. Why is life so difficult? It needs to be easier and more fun.
My horse did have another shockwave therapy. The vet didn't do a ultrasound since it didn't look like the tendon hand healed enough to show anything and make it worth while. The outcome is still the same of may never be able to ride her and may never full recover. I wonder why I am doing this therapy to her when she may have a partially torn tendon. If it doesn't fully heal the chances of tearing it again are high. Decisions, decisions.
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