Post Bunion Surgery

Two weeks since surgery!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!  I got my stitches out today and can wear regular socks.  I still have to wear the bunion shoe, walk on the side of my foot or the heel and can't drive.  Ugh!!!!!!!!!!!

I have to remember that I did this so I could walk again without pain and to realign my toes.  I hate my feet.

I don't understand why I have to go through all these surgeries and that I upset everyone in my family.  I wish I could be a better person; and not say or do things to upset them.  Am I that horrible of a person or is some of it them?  I try hard to do unto others, live the way God wants me to.  But I seem to hurt someone every day.  I know that no one is perfect except God.  But it seems to me I am far from every doing anything right.

Is this the way I am to feel?  I don't think so.  I know I make mistakes and need to ask forgiveness.  I don't do that enough and I need to make that a priority.  But, when people are angry at me every day I have to think that some is them.

Once I can drive again and walk normally I will be able to please people again.  Except, I can't go back to work for six weeks.  If only I had a desk job and that doesn't look like it is going to happen this year for sure.  God must have a better plan for me that I can't figure out.

Have a great rest of summer before school starts again.